Aside

Life Anxiety

I’m getting married in 66 days!!! I’m so excited to marry my wonderful fiance, but…

WE ARE BOTH SO. STRESSED. OUT.

There are so many things we still need to do. I haven’t even ordered invitations yet! Yikes! We’re trying to find a place to live, and we found something that was perfect! But someone beat us to it. The venue people don’t even want to meet until January, so the planner in me is freaking out. And so many other things to get done!

And when I’m stressed with too much to do…I shut down. So that’s been fun.

Honestly, we should’ve just eloped, but my family wants to go to a wedding so that didn’t happen. I’m desperately trying to stay under our $10,000 budget. My mom acts like every small expense is a problem, yet she’s pushing me to invite more people.

And we’re probably going to need to cut the honeymoon short for multiple reasons.

Part of me just wants to say, “Screw it,” and just run away and get married.

Aaaaaaagggghhhhhh!!!!